Satire IV

Well; I may now receive, and die; my sin
Indeed is great, but I have been in
A purgatory, such as feared hell is
A recreation, and scant map of this.
My mind, neither with pride’s itch, nor yet hath been
Poisoned with love to see, or to be seen.
I had no suit there, nor new suit to show,
Yet went to Court; but as Glaze which did go
To a Mass in jest, catched, was fain to disburse
The hundred marks, which is the Statute’s curse,
Before he ‘scaped, so it pleased my destiny
(Guilty of my sin of going), to think me
As prone to all ill, and of good as forget-
ful, as proud, as lustful, and as much in debt,
As vain, as witless, and as false as they
Which dwell at Court, for once going that way.
Therefore I suffered this; towards me did run
A thing more strange than on Nile’s slime the sun
E’er bred, or all which into Noah’s Ark came:
A thing, which would have posed Adam to name:
Stranger than seven antiquaries’ studies,
Than Afric’s monsters, Guiana’s rarities,
Stranger than strangers; one, who for a Dane,
In the Danes’ Massacre had sure been slain,
If he had lived then; and without help dies,
When next the ‘prentices ‘gainst strangers rise.
One, whom the watch at noon lets scarce go by,
One, to whom, the examining Justice sure would cry,
” Sir, by your priesthood tell me what you are.”
His clothes were strange, though coarse; and black, though bare;
Sleeveless his jerkin was, and it had been
Velvet, but ’twas now (so much ground was seen)
Become tufftaffaty; and our children shall
See it plain rash awhile, then naught at all.
This thing hath travelled, and saith, speaks all tongues
And only knoweth what to all states belongs,
Made of th’ accents, and best phrase of all these,
He speaks one language; if strange meats displease,
Art can deceive, or hunger force my taste,
But pedant’s motley tongue, soldier’s bombast,
Mountebank’s drugtongue, nor the terms of law
Are strong enough preparatives, to draw
Me to bear this, yet I must be content
With his tongue: in his tongue, called compliment:
In which he can win widows, and pay scores,
Make men speak treason, cozen subtlest whores,
Out-flatter favourites, or out-lie either
Jovius, or Surius, or both together.
He names me, and comes to me; I whisper, ” God!
How have I sinned, that thy wrath’s furious rod,
This fellow, chooseth me?” He sayeth, ” Sir,
I love your judgement; whom do you prefer,
For the best linguist?” And I sillily
Said, that I thought Calepine’s Dictionary;
” Nay but of men, most sweet Sir”. Beza then,
Some Jesuits, and two reverend men
Of our two Academies, I named. There
He stopped me, and said; ” Nay, your Apostles were
Good pretty linguists, and so Panurge was;
Yet a poor gentleman, all these may pass
By travail.” Then, as if he would have sold
His tongue, he praised it, and such wonders told
That I was fain to say, ” If you had lived, Sir,
Time enough to have been interpreter
To Babel’s bricklayers, sure the Tower had stood.”
He adds, ” If of Court life you knew the good,
You would leave loneness.” I said, ” Not alone
My loneness is; but Spartan’s fashion,
To teach by painting drunkards, doth not last
Now; Aretine’s pictures have made few chaste;
No more can princes’ Courts, though there be few
Better pictures of vice, teach me virtue”;
He, like to a high stretched lute string squeaked, ” O Sir,
‘Tis sweet to talk of kings.” ” At Westminster,”
Said I, ” the man that keeps the Abbey tombs,
And for his price doth with whoever comes,
Of all our Harrys, and our Edwards talk,
From king to king and all their kin can walk:
Your ears shall hear naught, but kings; your eyes meet
Kings only; The way to it, is King Street.”
He smacked, and cried, ” He’s base, mechanic, coarse,
So are all your Englishmen in their discourse.
Are not your Frenchmen neat?” ” Mine? as you see,
I have but one Frenchman, look, he follows me.”
” Certes they are neatly clothed. I of this mind am,
Your only wearing is your grogaram.”
” Not so Sir, I have more.” Under this pitch
He would not fly; I chaffed him; but as itch
Scratched into smart, and as blunt iron ground
Into an edge, hurts worse: so, I (fool) found,
Crossing hurt me; to fit my sullenness,
He to another key his style doth dress,
And asks, ” What news?” I tell him of new plays.
He takes my hand, and as a still, which stays
A semi-breve ‘twixt each drop, he niggardly,
As loth to enrich me, so tells many a lie,
More than ten Holinsheds, or Halls, or Stows,
Of trivial household trash he knows; he knows
When the Queen frowned, or smiled, and he knows what
A subtle statesman may gather of that;
He knows who loves; whom; and who by poison
Hastes to an office’s reversion;
He knows who hath sold his land, and now doth beg
A licence, old iron, boots, shoes, and egg-
Shells to transport; shortly boys shall not play
At span-counter, or blow-point, but they pay
Toll to some courtier; and wiser than all us,
He knows what lady is not painted; thus
He with home-meats tries me; I belch, spew, spit,
Look pale, and sickly, like a patient; yet
He thrusts on more; and as if he undertook
To say Gallo-Belgicus without book
Speaks of all states, and deeds, that have been since
The Spaniards came, to the loss of Amiens.
Like a big wife, at sight of loathed meat,
Ready to travail: so I sigh, and sweat
To hear this Macaron talk: in vain; for yet,
Either my humour, or his own to fit,
He like a privileged spy, whom nothing can
Discredit, libels now ‘gainst each great man.
He names a price for every office paid;
He saith, our wars thrive ill, because delayed;
That offices are entailed, and that there are
Perpetuities of them, lasting as far
As the last day; and that great officers,
Do with the pirates share, and Dunkirkers.
Who wastes in meat, in clothes, in horse, he notes;
Who loves whores, who boys, and who goats.
I more amazed than Circe’s prisoners, when
They felt themselves turn beasts, felt myself then
Becoming traitor, and methought I saw
One of our giant Statutes ope his jaw
To suck me in; for hearing him, I found
That as burnt venomed lechers do grow sound
By giving others their sores, I might grow
Guilty, and he free: therefore I did show
All signs of loathing; but since I am in,
I must pay mine, and my forefathers’ sin
To the last farthing; therefore to my power
Toughly and stubbornly I bear this cross; but the hour
Of mercy now was come; he tries to bring
Me to pay a fine to ‘scape his torturing,
And says, ” Sir, can you spare me”; I said, ” Willingly”;
” Nay, Sir, can you spare me a crown?” Thankfully I
Gave it, as ransom; but as fiddlers, still,
Though they be paid to be gone, yet needs will
Thrust one more jig upon you; so did he
With his long complimental thanks vex me.
But he is gone, thanks to his needy want,
And the prerogative of my crown: scant
His thanks were ended, when I, (which did see
All the Court filled with more strange things than he)
Ran from thence with such or more haste, than one
Who fears more actions, doth make from prison.
At home in wholesome solitariness
My precious soul began, the wretchedness
Of suitors at Court to mourn, and a trance
Like his, who dreamed he saw hell, did advance
Itself on me, such men as he saw there,
I saw at Court, and worse, and more; low fear
Becomes the guilty, not the accuser; then,
Shall I, none’s slave, of high-born, or raised men
Fear frowns? And, my mistress Truth, betray thee
To th’ huffing braggart, puffed nobility?
No, no, thou which since yesterday hast been
Almost about the whole world, hast thou seen,
O sun, in all thy journey, vanity,
Such as swells the bladder of our Court? I
Think he which made your waxen garden, and
Transported it from Italy to stand
With us, at London, flouts our Presence, for
Just such gay painted things, which no sap, nor
Taste have in them, ours are; and natural
Some of the stocks are, their fruits, bastard all.
‘Tis ten a-clock and past; all whom the mews,
Balloon, tennis, diet, or the stews,
Had all the morning held, now the second
Time made ready, that day, in flocks, are found
In the Presence, and I, (God pardon me).
As fresh, and sweet their apparels be, as be
The fields they sold to buy them; ” For a King
Those hose are,” cry the flatterers; and bring
Them next week to the theatre to sell;
Wants reach all states; me seems they do as well
At stage, as Court; all are players; whoe’er looks
(For themselves dare not go) o’er Cheapside books,
Shall find their wardrobe’s inventory. Now,
The ladies come; as pirates, which do know
That there came weak ships fraught with cochineal,
The men board them; and praise, as they think, well,
Their beauties; they the men’s wits; both are bought.
Why good wits ne’er wear scarlet gowns, I thought
This cause: these men, men’s wits for speeches buy,
And women buy all reds which scarlets dye.
He called her beauty lime-twigs, her hair net;
She fears her drugs ill laid, her hair loose set.
Would not Heraclitus laugh to see Macrine,
From hat, to shoe, himself at door refine,
As if the Presence were a moschite, and lift
His skirts and hose, and call his clothes to shrift,
Making them confess not only mortal
Great stains and holes in them, but venial
Feathers and dust, wherewith they fornicate;
And then by Dürer’s rules survey the state
Of his each limb, and with strings the odds tries
Of his neck to his leg, and waist to thighs.
So in immaculate clothes, and symmetry
Perfect as circles, with such nicety
As a young preacher at his first time goes
To preach, he enters, and a lady which owes
Him not so much as good will, he arrests,
And unto her protests protests protests
So much as at Rome would serve to have thrown
Ten Cardinals into the Inquisition;
And whispered ” By Jesu”, so often, that a
Pursuivant would have ravished him away
For saying of our Lady’s psalter; but ’tis fit
That they each other plague, they merit it.
But here comes Glorius that will plague them both,
Who, in the other extreme, only doth
Call a rough carelessness, good fashion;
Whose cloak his spurs tear; whom he spits on
He cares not, his ill words do no harm
To him; he rusheth in, as if ” Arm, arm,”
He meant to cry; and though his face be as ill
As theirs which in old hangings whip Christ, still
He strives to look worse, he keeps all in awe;
Jests like a licensed fool, commands like law.
Tired, now I leave this place, and but pleased so
As men which from gaols to execution go,
Go through the great chamber (why is it hung
With the seven deadly sins?). Being among
Those Ascaparts, men big enough to throw
Charing Cross for a bar, men that do know
No token of worth, but Queen’s man, and fine
Living, barrels of beef, flagons of wine,
I shook like a spied spy. Preachers which are
Seas of wit and arts, you can, then dare,
Drown the sins of this place, for, for me
Which am but a scarce brook, it enough shall be
To wash the stains away; though I yet
With Maccabees’ modesty, the known merit
Of my work lessen: yet some wise man shall,
I hope, esteem my writs canonical.